The 0bserver sometimes just want to vent about a random topic.

Some english mistakes can be spotted here.




I need mori kei and cult party kei people to create content for me to see. I don't know where they are, if they exist, but I would love to know what they eat and stuff... In my fantasies, they both thrift clothes and do some crochet projects to wear...


Finally, I found a playlist of visual kei songs that wasn't only the gazette, gulu gulu and dadaroma songs. This playlist has 20 songs from different bands. The ones I liked the most was: Merry; Ziggy; Xanvala; 蟻 (Ari) and Ashmaze.


I feel that live visual kei songs are waaay better than the studio version. I'm listening to the 25th L'Anniversary album from L'arc-en-Ciel, and is so so so good because of the raw voice and the bass hits so much harder. I love to hear the bass. I wish I could have the DVD from this, maybe if I search on billibilli I'll find something for me... Later note: my favorite song on this is "forbbiden lover"


The new album of TXT has a b-side "see you there tomorrow", that reminded me a lot of some Years & Years songs, so now I'm listening to all the discography. Don't now if it's because of the generic britsh house sound or something more specific about the melody, but my head made the connections. Playing "Palo Santo" whole album from Years & Years in repeat...


Today is the World Autism Awareness Day and I want to point out a special interest: visual kei, specially Matenrou Opera, because Sono's voice is like honey and the songs always in triplets are my life. It's like lo-fi music to study, for me. Relax me. Fistly, I'm listening to "Roses Blood Symphony" almost everyday, because of the bridge that is perfect for Sono's voice! I tend to like more visual kei bands with that kind of sound... Dramatic.


I'll have to do a page or something about my english development. I don't know. Cuz for me is soooo hard to write and I'm trying my best but I'm lacking so much, and I'm ashamed of some basic errors... I want to improve but I'm not optimistic.


I'm changing some things on the site, this is not the homepage anymore. There're two new pages for me to organize stuff. Don't know where I'm going, but I'm going somewhere. I'm planning to change the background of this page. Changing subject, I was thinking about what kind o music kids are listening these days, and what kind of fashion too, like in general. It's rap? It's some random vocaloid youtube singer? It's y2k fashion, or thrift clothes? or shein korean style clothes?


I need to revamp this page and do something about this site. I figured how to do the effect in the image of last log, it's called "dither" and there is a [site] that do this in any image you want. Almost a year and I finally figured out.


It's been a while... and I figure that I need to change the index code here. Now I know how to do it, but don't know when or what... I want to learn how to edit those images in low quality style, don't know how to call it. [Like this] . I like this. I'm also thinking on doing some shrine for Onlyoneof and their recent comebacks, cuz I need to exalt those gays and I hate what dumb people talk about then like they know shit. I shouldn't be mad about it, cuz it's no worth it, but I can't. I alreary have a blog that I put all my effort, but I feel like blogspot will not bear the codes and images... But I'm more confortable there... Don't know what to do, let's see.


I was wondering a lot of things these days: 1) if people using neocities as twitter is because we are all used to this type of relation with all kind of social media, cuz we don't remember or never had contact with other type of interaction on internet. And nowdays all the socials are so similar that is becoming more difficult to distinguish what the purpose of using it. And this is not even a bad thing, about neocities itself, it's just a realization? idk 2) i've been wondering if i should put my draws here cuz i don't know where else i should save them. And I was thinking on doing a fanart of Yuuko and Watanuki from xxxHolic in Coraline's theme (it has the same imagery, like the thing with eyes and mother figure). I know i'll procrastinate to do this, so i'll live the note here as something that i thought oneday. 3) i forgot what was the other thing... meh. Uh I wanted to see how other people code, i think they separate the css from html files, while i put them all together cuz that's how i've been doing. I don't even learn anything, just figured it out myself and now i'm living just assuming things. I should study, that's it.


Don't know if I'll use this as an official button of the site, but let it be. Thanks to Sad Girl button maker


I'll take this place as an english challeng for myself. Help me god! Actually I was just contemplating how people here on neocities normally are so proactive, and feace with what they don't like, and passionate with what they like. I like this spirit, inspires me, that's why i'm here, not trying my best, but still trying.

I've a big fixation on eyes. These days I was watching Adam by Eve on Netflix, and there was a character with only one eye and a lot of random eyes throughout the film, maybe that got me inspired to do this site with this theme in mind.

the beginning

This is the base format. Thank god Repth for the codes.